life, lemons and lemonade

When life serves you lemons make lemonade goes the saying and these days life does taste like home made lemonade. Some times overly sour, sometimes overly sweet. On occasion sour but with the grains of sugar crunchy between your teeth. Some things are going extremely well, others very badly and in some cases I have no clue what is going on. Days merge into nights, weeks change and suddenly it’s the end of February and I’m wondering where two months of my life have gone and what have I done with them.

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Existential questions aside, everything since the 6th of Jan when I went back to work seems like a blur. Very stressful, too much work, too many variables. Normally I thrive under pressure. Currently all I think I’m doing is getting my blood pressure up and very few results to show for it.

Things I considered de facto in my life are not so any more, routines and habits are gone, maybe forever. Struggling for time, struggling in my head, trying to get back into some sort of routine, cause I am after all a creature of habit.

But now that life is serving me lemons I’ll make lemonade. I’ll chug it down, enjoy the sweet bits, get another swig of it down when it’s sour, hoping the next bit will be sweet. It’s all about fighting through it and what the hell, if life keeps giving me lemons well f*ck it! It might be time for bullfrogs .

Comments

Sugarenia

Excellent approach, my gurl.

If only everyone who’s been given lemons stood up and confronted the lemons as courageously as you.

Great post.

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